Happy Birthday Joshua! =D I love u so much hun.. your birthday, 6 months, AND valentines day.. crazy week lol but its well worth it.. anywhoo.. if you guys haven't noticed, hes HOME! i missed him so much .. but nobody wants to hear about that so i'll just leave.. cya lol

My josh is gone until friday.. i don't know how i am going to live!

Nothing to write, its not like people read this anyway.. if u do , comment pleeease=(
but anyway , I absolutely love this song..

"I Want To Live"
Sometimes i feel like i need
To shake myself
To wake myself
I feel like im just sleepwalkin'
Through my life
Its like im swimming in
An ocean of emotion
But still somehow slowly
Goin numb inside
I dont like who im becomin'
I know i've gotta do somethin'
Before my life passes right by
[Chorus:]
I want to cry like the rain
Cry like the rain
Shine like sun on a beautiful mornin'
Sing to the heavens like the church bells ringin'
Fight with the devil and go down swingin'
Fly like a bird,roll like a stone
Love like i aint afraid to be alone
Take everything that this world has to give
I want to live
Sometimes i wonder
Why i work so hard to guard my heart
Till i hardly feel anything at all
I've spent my whole life building up this ivory tower
And now that im in it, i keep wishing it would fall
So i could feel the ground beneath me
Really taste the air im breathin'
And know that im alive
[Repeat Chorus]
Somethin deep inside
Keeps sayin
Life is like a vapor
Its gone in just a twinklin' of an eye
[Repeat Chorus]
I want to take every
Breath i can get I want to live
Yeah, yeah

Well hello..its been a few days. before today i actually had stuff to do, but i didn't have to work today(thankfully) i hate working.. to the MAX. so yeah i didnt work and i just worked out after school hardcore. sarah powlesland and her sister were there also so i worked out with them=) fun fun..oh yeah and to anyone that needs a car, i'm selling mine-2000 alero, 69,000 miles, $6,995 ... so call 854-6514=) anywhoooo... i died my hair the other day. i really like it a lot actually, its a lot darker than my natural color.. weeee! i think i better get goign this is taking me forever and a day to write cuz i have a lot of other things going on.. lol i'll write later.. cya!

well well well.. i knew i'd forget to write in here sooner or later.. haha oh well i'm here now right? I have been really busy lately though, sorta.. lol yesterday i had to work in the morning, and then i worked out, but after that i was free -but i didn't get online lol.. when i get online i'll write here but if i have no desire to get on the computer, why would i? i'm SO proud of myself for working out this much every week, i really didnt think i had it in me! but i've been going atleast 3 times a week for about a month now.. i just hope i can keep it going. Well anywho, I'm so glad exam week is over. FINALLY.. but now all we have to look forward to is 2nd semester exams! awesome! i think i failed all my exams though, i didn't exactly study for any of them. bad decision i know, but to tell u the truth, i really didn't care. i'm not doing too bad in school right now so doing bad on my exams couldn't affect me THAT much.. atleast i won't be failing ne classes becasue of exams. well i really need to take a shower i just got home from church and working out so im kinda gross feeling. I'll talk to ya'll later have a wonderful sunday afternoon! and just think, we get to stay out late again tonight! i <3martin>

hey everyone! guess what?! i just deleted my WHOLE post. it was probably the longest one i've ever written. im trying to be calm lol but its HARD. Well i guess i can try to start over, sooo um what was i saying.. oh yeah, i just got home from church and im waiting for my mom to get home from church bc she was teaching at the 11:55 service, were going to work out at lifestyles whenever she gets home. Yesterday she started making a scarf out of yarn or whatever it is and later today we're going to the fabric store to get some more so i can make my own. Exciting!=D i love making things, speaking of making things, i need to make Josh some new bracelets=/ his got soo dirty from the car wash and yesterday he finally just cut them off. I don't blame him though, they were nasty..so i need to make some more of those along with a new scarf for muah. For once in a blue moon i'm off work today. But work yesterday sucked....everything was just pissing me off, including an incident that happened just as i was about to go home. Here's the scenerio:
I, Kristin, was standing up at the service desk waiting for someone to give me my check.. when this lady comes up next to me and puts a bag down on the counter. We were both waiting patiently when suddenly she turns to me, whips out her hot dog buns and says, "Look what you did" staring at her, confused, i said, "what?" so she says.." You squished my buns!" and i was like, "Um, im....... sorry?" I wasn't about to get bitched out by some skank with squished buns so i clocked out and RAN outside. hahaha. if she didn't want squished buns she should have put the buns on the conveir belt LAST so i put them in the cart LAST. duh.... but i mean seriously, i TRY not to squish anything fragile like ..buns.. i TRY okay? i'm not perfect. GOOOOOOOSHHHH(Napoleon Dynamite) haha that movies great. anywho.. buns are buns no matter how squished they are. I don't remember what else i was talking about until i DELETED it. goooooosh i'm dumb. I mean how stupid can u be to click on the '<-Back" button when you're posting a freaking BLOG. come on now. So anyway, today me and josh have been together for 5 months. Well actually, we've been 'together' sorta for more like 6 or 7 months, but 'officially' its been 5 months. These months are just flying by, but i'm really glad im getting to spend them with the people i love. Well i guess i better get going, i'm going to work out soon=D yaw baby i'll talk to ya'll later, have a great day!

Rascal Flatts- I melt
When you light those candles Up there on that mantle, setting the mood
Well, I just lie there staring
Silently preparing to love on you
Well, I can feel the heat from across the room
Ain't it wild what a little flame can make you wanna do
[Chorus]
I melt every time you look at me that way
It never fails, anytime, any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt
I melt
Don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it, every time
What's even better Is knowing that forever you're all mine
The closer you get, the more my body aches
One little stare from you is all it takes
Every time you look at me that way I melt, I melt

A terrible accident has happened today! ernie was ditch-itized. ahh. poor ernie! poor m&m! BUT WAIT- they're ALL okay. no need to worry.. =) don't worry megan, i'm sure most people will have no idea what i'm talking about when i say .."ditch-itized." -they're clueless. hah.. so today i had to work..BLAH!! 9am in the freaking dawn of the morning (not really but sort of) my alarm was going off at 815 this morning and just out of curiosity i look out my window when i wake up. well i was FOR SURE not expecting this huge snowyness today, i had mi madre take me to work because i couldn't find my car under the 346 inches of snow. work was pretty slow in the beginning, i mean come on, who wants to get out in this weather to get.. groceries.. you've gotta be dumb. well apparently there are many dumb people in lambertville, michigan because we got pre-tty busy after a few hours. weird huh? anywho.. i came home from work planning to go work out at lifestyles with my mom, but instead she wants to go to the mall.. so thats where shes at.. i dont feel like digging my car out to go work out so im just going to wait for her to get home.. hm.....waitingggggg...she takes forever. well now that this thing is up and running smoothly again i better get going.. if anyone (who happens to read this today) wants to go sledding tonight GIVE ME A CALL-im not leaving my # on here so just im me.. =) it'll be a grand ole time, especially because the wonderful JOSHUA is going to be there. now how cool is that?! trust me, you'll have a blast;-) hah oh and my comments work now! so i can see who actually reads these things=/ hah like anyone does, well its weird but u just have to click on the time i wrote this and it'll go to comments.. catch ya later;)
I <3>